Its tough

Hi Friends
its tough
I was prepared to give it tough to my dad. To share with him the news about what is happening with my mom in a medical sense, and ask him to let go.

but as i saw him in the hospital, changing my moms bedpan, and praying with her. I couldn't do it.

I don't feel that its right to ask him to give up on time.
Everyday and every moment that he can be there with my mom is fleeting for him

I felt that he deserves as much time as he and my mom want.

If Sora was sick, i think I would want the same time and buffer zone.

We know the time is coming to an end, and my dad knows, but he has to deal with things and deal with his emotions.

Right now, its about family and prayer and dignity.

My mom is an example of how someone should fight cancer. An example of how someone with the confidence of Christ should fight, and have peace at the same time.

I hope to bring honor to her example with my life.

Sam