being a momma is hard!

i knew it wouldn't be easy...but having my mom here i've been spoiled!

i'm gonna take her at night now. i realized being a mom is about being exhausted...i don't want to miss out on the whole experience. i've already missed a month! i just have to be firm with my mom and let her know i appreciate everything she's done, but it's my turn now.

i want to know my baby's every cry and whimper. i want her to know that her mommy loves her and will always be here for her.

it's true...i've been feeling a little down lately. i guess i just realized how i need to commit to my baby 100%. i can't take breaks whenever i feel like it. my moms been great...but i need to be the mom. no regrets! i'm gonna do what's best for my husband and baby!

also, if you're wondering why i'm hardly ever in any of the pictures, i'm taking them. also, i look kinda scrubby right now (wearing brest feeding clothes all the time) and still looking chubby from the pregnancy.

so...when can we start working out? i say "we" for a reason...heehee

sora